♥

You will always be in my heart, no matter who I end up with at the end of my life.








Cause you were the first person I ever felt like I could be myself with.

+8.

"Sometimes, there are things in our life that aren’t meant to stay. Sometimes, change may not be what we want. Sometimes, change is exactly what we need. And sometimes, saying goodbye is the hardest thing you think you’ll ever have to do, but sometimes, saying hello again is the thing that breaks you down and makes you more vulnerable than you ever thought possible. Sometimes, change is too much to bear. but most of the time, change is the only thing saving your life.”



Kathleen!



Kenny!



Randolph Permejo!



Three fishes Jonathan & Andrew bought for me.



Joshua Han!



Jane!



Jane!



& Jane!

Keep this outlook on life, it looks good on you.

Everything has been changing so much lately. Just yesterday I felt like 2009 just started & now look, January is almost over. Finals are a pain in the butt but at least I feel blessed that God is apart of my life again. Hmmmhm, I wouldn't have it any other way. Utc has blessed my life in so many ways that I finally think I'm going to become Catholic which means I need to start taking my classes. Deep down inside me though, I'm kind of scared but I know that I'm making the right decision.

This year has been so good to me already. You don't even know. Although...if I could change one thing - it would be that time could slow down. There's one thing that I'm dreading right now & I hope that day I won't break down. I'm trying so hard to be optimistic & I know that it's helping me out. My kuya Loren has noticed my change since retreat & he says that it's amazing & surprising? Haha. Anyways, I know that I have friends to depend on when the day comes & I know that they'll be there. However...I'm already preparing myself mentally that we will still be best friends in three years. This is the ultimate test of best friends...

From UTC winter retreat. January 16-18.
"The way, the truth & the life." BLESSED.

New Years Resoulution.

This year, I'm not going to make myself a New Years Resolution only cause I'd forget in two week anyways. Besides, what's the point of setting yourself for disappointment right? Anyways, it super super super cold right now & I decided to cancel everything I had to do today. My whole body feels like its in a freezer right now. Gah, fuck my body and how it can't produce its own body heat.

On the bright side, I feel so happy coming into a new year. 2009 is going to be the best year of my life & I promised myself that. Throughout the hardships & trials, I'm not going to let anyone nor myself down. Why? Cause I'm a strong person now. & over the past few days, my outlook on life has changed. Ha, maybe just my outlook on school though.

I love life.