If you had it once, you can always get it back.: Keep this outlook on life, it looks good on you.

Everything has been changing so much lately. Just yesterday I felt like 2009 just started & now look, January is almost over. Finals are a pain in the butt but at least I feel blessed that God is apart of my life again. Hmmmhm, I wouldn't have it any other way. Utc has blessed my life in so many ways that I finally think I'm going to become Catholic which means I need to start taking my classes. Deep down inside me though, I'm kind of scared but I know that I'm making the right decision.

This year has been so good to me already. You don't even know. Although...if I could change one thing - it would be that time could slow down. There's one thing that I'm dreading right now & I hope that day I won't break down. I'm trying so hard to be optimistic & I know that it's helping me out. My kuya Loren has noticed my change since retreat & he says that it's amazing & surprising? Haha. Anyways, I know that I have friends to depend on when the day comes & I know that they'll be there. However...I'm already preparing myself mentally that we will still be best friends in three years. This is the ultimate test of best friends...