Suger, spice and everything nice.

I went to church today & it felt pretty good. I think it was a reassurance that God is telling me that everything is going to be alright. I'm actually going to try coming weekly now if I can though. Everything just been in my head and it's driving me crazy even though I don't show it physically. I always carry this "Let's go chill," kindda attitude but what I really want is to start getting focus. I've also been thinking about what's worth it now. Is anything really worth it these days? I mean common, nothing is permanent right now especially if you're in high school. Everything changes constantly so what's the point? All I'm saying is that I'm down to have fun & chill, but when it comes to relationships, I'm good unless feelings are actually there. Yeah?