Merry Christmas.

This is what I've always wanted for Christmas.

Family time. This is what I've always wanted. Ha, I noticed I like to feel sorry for myself. I do this a lot but it makes me want to become something more.

Someone to tell me that they genuinely care - not cause they have to cause there a close friend, but to actually care cause they want to. Someone where I can be so comfortable around that it makes it seem like we've been two peas in a pod for years. Someone that impressing them is not even necessary. Someone that can make me want to stay home all day & house chill just with them. Someone that can be my all day, everyday type of person. Someone that can show me a good time with no money involved. Someone that I can make decisions together & make sacrifices for each other, literally being the one to catch them should one of you fall, encouraging, understanding, & compromising, making each other a better person than they were coming into it--commitment. Someone that can give me that unlimited amount of happiness without it ever running out. Someone that can dance with me anywhere & everywhere with just for cyutes. Someone that won't fall in the trap of giving up & will always be there when I need them. This is the Christmas present I've always wanted. Don't trip though, I'm still thankful for everyone that helped me through the last couple of months.

* I am so disgusted by food right now. YUCK!

Four things that made my day.
- One of them was giving a dollar to a homeless person. Regardless of what he does with it, I'm happy that I gave him a dollar. I literally had a smile on my face for an hour straight. Hehe, I love the Christmas season.
- Reading through old memories I wrote when I was younger.
- Seeing my Tita Tary. I really need to go shopping with her! Too bad were both banned from shopping together )=
- The people that said Merry Christmas to me. Hehe, lovahh you guys.