Life, Love, Everything.

Okay. This is it, no more lying to myself. Seeing your name still gives me a good feeling, but I don't know what it is this time. Lately, all these songs have been reminding me of you. It's kind of crazy of how much you meant to me & how much faith I had in us. At one point, I thought that we were unbreakable, that this was what I wanted. I swear, that's never going to change & I know we did the right thing to cut off our feelings, but why stop talking as friends? You kept me on track when I needed it the most, you helped me through my rough patches when I wasn't thinking straight. You gave me a feeling that I never felt before & you were the first person I ever tripped out about...To make it short, you were everything I literally wanted in a person. Sounds cliche right? Because it is. But I realize there are some goodbyes to occur & some sacrifices to be made till things fall in to place. Point is, thanks for keeping me in place & giving me a summer to remember. Hope you & your girl friend are going strong.

This blog wasn't meant to be sad. This is what I wish I could say to you...personally. I mean, call me a stupid/creepy girl for remembering you two years ago, but it was the first time I fell for someone...& it was deep. There's so much more I wish I could say to you, but I'm not the type that writes all my shit down on blogspot nonetheless the world..