"People will pick you apart...be your own glue."

I've been sad for the last few days now. Well, not entirely but it's been school that has been hitting me hard lately & some other things as well...I haven't been getting enough sleep as well as being on my menstrual cycle which sucks to the max. I've been really thinking about how everything is changing & questioning myself lately. With where I am now, could I have made a wrong decision to cause my own sadness. I don't know, & I probably shouldn't be thinking about that but I guess it's God's punishment of not going to church often. Nothing really new to write about cause I wrote in here for the past two days straight. There's way more things I could write about in here, but most of them are sad thoughts which in the future I don't want to look back at so enough about that.

In other news, I feel great that I got an 58.6 on my AP World History test chapters 1-8. I feel so non-asian right now! Ahaha. I thought about lamenting it or framing it cause it was hard as fuck & class average was 48%, I believe? Studied for five hours on that shiet which I have to review in May. Well, more studying tonight for English test tomorrow. Sometimes, I hate having an asian mentality.

Love,
Katrina.